I am really lost I need help with my situation ?

So much **** has been going on in my life cutting , bulimia ,depression, hallucinations , and paranoia . I trusted in someone I met on here and we were giving each other advice for being suicidal we started texting and he thought I was going to commit suicide so he called the cops now my parents know everything . They monitor me now now I can't take it all I want to do is cut . I tell my psychiatrist all of this and she doesn't care . I am so lost with my life . All I am asking is will life get better ? And how do I stop cutting they check my arms and legs so I was thinking about cutting down there what is wrong with me ?