Am I turning anorexic??????????

Ok so i have suffered from bulimia since September. Yesterday, I decided enough was enough. I had been binging and purging the whole day, and it wasnt until the spoon got stuck in my throat and i almost saw my life flash behind my eyes that i said i would quit. I decided that food was my enemy, and Im tired of letting it control me. Food doesnt make me feel good at all. I was crying my eyes out yesterday after binging and purging the whole day. I decided that from now on, i would barely eat anything, if i do eat at all. Today, all i ate was half a bag of saltless nuts, and thats all im gonna eat. I just cant take it anymore. Ive tried therapy but nothing works. I feel like im stuck in this eating disorder and i cant get out, bcuz i keep on lookin at my past, and feel like its impossible to reverse the damage ive done. Could i be turning from bulimia to anorexia? I just want to be the healthy girl i once was, eating fruits, veggies, lean meats and exercising daily.Im 16, 5'5 and 130.