Im a crazy freak and i dont belong here?

i clearly know i have an ed but i go to my psychotherapist and she doesn't help me she just says it will get better or hang in there but when i try to eat a normal meal i tend to get sick and throw it all up i just cant seem to get better ...any suggestions BTW i used to eat like 100 cals per day ...im a 15 yr old female and im 5"9 1/2 and im currently 10 min ago 143.5 and the lowest Ive been this yr was 130lb and i was 210lb last yr i have bulimia last yr but i usually ate from depression and boredom but now i almost never eat and then i throw up help